her weight against the glass
stinging cold against her flesh
her world spins with confusion
her heart beats with rejection
the world outside drowning in ignorance
like a disease - uncured
a plague - destruction of all purity
the air polluted with whispering gossip
voices in her head like screaming banjees
her reality crumbles
breaking slowly into grains of sand
noises fade - out of ear
drowzy
cold
rejected
broken
this glass cage is her cell
this world is her prison
serving a life sentence
for being born - for being herself
put on a high pedastal - for the world to judge
"dance freak dance"
like a monkey - begging for mon
- lies -
She has this hard face that softened brilliantly whenever she smiled.
To the music that never dies, the tears that never fall, and the lies that just sway to the beat, softly and smoothly, fading with the melody, there you are.
You dance to the rhythm slowly, the compelling harmony of life, and catch the dark eyes that melt. The words slip out, but the lyrics continue to be sung, and the lies die away until it's only the two of you again.
She's not smiling, but grabs your arm and twirls prettily. She moves her head, and laughs, fake, her face scorning, you can tell, because you always can, and you'd rather see her cry, to that b
If only you were mine
I find myself gazing at you and
Wondering why
Why you turned to another when
I have all the love in the world right here
For you alone
That will never change
I find myself sitting here wondering
If only
If only I had fought for you
When I could have had you
If only it was me
You held safe in your arms
If only it was me
You thought about last before
Drifting off into dreamland
If only it was me
You opened your heart to
And vowed to share your life with
If only it was me
Gazing into your perfect soul
Behind those beautiful eyes
It tears me up watching and
Loving you from afar, unknown
If only I wasn
- always alone-
It's not the first time
It happens all the time
No matter how fast
She runs
Or how loud
She yells
It leaves
Trundling along heavily
And she's stuck there
Standing alone
Just like always
Always alone
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